My darling Angel, 4 months have passed and I still can't get over losing you, I never will. I was so looking forward to being your mummy and looking after you. My world has been plunged into darkness, I would give anything to hold you and to have you here with us. I constantly think about you and I always will, you'll always be on my mind my darling baby boy. You are my perfect baby boy and I will miss you for the rest of my life. One day we will be together again, and I will never let you go. I love you so much and I always will, you are always in my heart darling. Mummy loves you more than words can ever say xxxxxxxxxxxxx